Tuesday, March 16, 2010

exams part 1

i dont know what to do, but actually i must do something= studying for next week exams, and those are really stressfull, because i dont even have th emotivation to start studying, i used to be the most diligent student in high school also the cleverest and everything not to be arrogant, but now honestly it flew away far from me. and even the serious one i mean the exams doesnt encourage me to start studying. i dont know what the hell is going on me?? am i to stress full? am i in a depression because of this life changing?
or what?? i dont even know...
i watched the first legally blonde as my movie motivation so that i could figured it out to start be a diligent girl again, but it was useless. fiuh.. kind of tired huh... always finding your true motivation whereas i know the brain is the motivation come from.
i am screwing my life...
can i get it back???
can i be the same person i was? nope i couldnt because of age and the different situation around , but at least similar???

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